DANCE and EXPLODE

so throughout these weeks of panic, i've finally come to a conclusion. i hate bookkeeping, i don't care about financial accounting and don't want to ever care. i blank out when reading sentences and then don't understand the basic english cause i dont' want to! and thanks accounting for being so stupid, that you want to complicate your simple self and reword things so to the normal person, they're a little funny, but for me, it's completely fucked up and not quite english anymore.
i liek reading some stuff and realizing, wow i didn't nkow any of this (not that i really care, at least for this test i should), but then coming across a so called study tip. and the tip will be the simplest thing EVER that how do i exist in the world without understanding this? what does that have to do with anything?? if i didn't understand that, then how the fuck would i have been able to read that previous paragraph?!
i hate you accounting. i hate you test. it's really a shame that i can't afford to do poorly on this one. like SERIOUSLY can't.
at least i can get work off to write it...