nauseously...
so i'm sitting here.. listening to incubus, cause well, i'm obsessed...
i'm digusted... tomorrow is the dreaded day... soo not looking forward to it i can't even begin to explain it. but i really dont' wanna go back. no point to highschool, as much as i want to convince myself that grade 12 is gonna be great, it's probabl ynot cause along with being older, choosing more courses, getting ready to leave highschool, and prom comes getting good grades, ignoring parents, ignoring those stupid annoying girls you once considered friends, applying to university, juggling and job, making ENOUGH money, and finding a date.. i'm sure there's a lot more, but that's all i can think of right now and it's way more than enough to convince me that i dont' wanna go back.. it'snot even where i had a really boring summer like some of the past ones where i'm slightly looking forward to change and a real schedule, i actually just dont' wanna go back...
drive is done.. and now it's being replayed (:
sometimes i feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear and i can't help asking myself how much i let the fear take the wheel and streer..
i know that sounded relaly deep and cool, but really, it was the lyrics.. but i think they apply.. ugh, i wanna go to bed...
i know it's a bit early, but tomorrow is a day of school where i'll want to die.
-Karen-
i'm digusted... tomorrow is the dreaded day... soo not looking forward to it i can't even begin to explain it. but i really dont' wanna go back. no point to highschool, as much as i want to convince myself that grade 12 is gonna be great, it's probabl ynot cause along with being older, choosing more courses, getting ready to leave highschool, and prom comes getting good grades, ignoring parents, ignoring those stupid annoying girls you once considered friends, applying to university, juggling and job, making ENOUGH money, and finding a date.. i'm sure there's a lot more, but that's all i can think of right now and it's way more than enough to convince me that i dont' wanna go back.. it'snot even where i had a really boring summer like some of the past ones where i'm slightly looking forward to change and a real schedule, i actually just dont' wanna go back...
drive is done.. and now it's being replayed (:
sometimes i feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear and i can't help asking myself how much i let the fear take the wheel and streer..
i know that sounded relaly deep and cool, but really, it was the lyrics.. but i think they apply.. ugh, i wanna go to bed...
i know it's a bit early, but tomorrow is a day of school where i'll want to die.
-Karen-
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