sooooooongs

here's a small list of songs that can make me cry. they're all awesome and should be heard by all, whether or not they apply.

Billy talent- surrender
Box car racer- there is
Fort minor- where’d you go
Incubus- I miss you
Our lady peace- thief
Red hot chili peppers- hard to concentrate
Rise against- swing life away
System of a down- roulette
Taproot- like
Three days grace- never too late

Bibbo

I bought a blanket from Ikea today called Bibbo. Who comes up with these things??? Well still it's a pretty sweet neon green and white thick soft blanket and it was half price.

We had lunch at Ikea too and I ate a salad and garlic bread. I wasn't really feeling the meatballs and potatoes vibe because they were looking a little shady as in grey. We also stayed for lunch because it was raining too hard outside for us to leave.

Oh and the power went out for a minute! Afterwards a few lights came on and they announced that the cash machines weren't working. A few minutes later, they announced they were selling umbrellas. Harharhar.

Hmm other things to note: I love the As Is department! So many random kinda dirty things for a knocked-down price! I also got this sweet mirror thing that I'm going to put on my dresser if I ever clear off the junk that is currently taking up a lot of space as in the whole top of the dresser.

Hmm what else...walked through the lighting section and that is probably one of my favourite places in the store. One lamp looked like a lotus flower! I wanted it so badly but then opted against it or really I was told I couldn't get it because it looked really dusty, and I'm no duster so I wouldn't have been able to keep the lamp pretty for very long. Oh well.

Kim

one more time steal my breath

i am in such a fidgety accomplished kinda mood right now. and when i say accomplished, i still mean tons of freaking out about what i still need to accomplish, but things are slowly coming back into place.

go 2005-2006 calendar and pepole actually replying to emails on time.

i liek taking buses. most pepole like subways, but im' realyl liking the bus. but seriously, on that subway, even though you were kinda hot and smelled really good, was it really necessary that you sit directly next to me when there's a billion empty seats? although you left a lot of space and i enjoyed your smell.. hahahha staaaaaaaalker.

do ipods make you less approachable? but do i even want to be randomly bus approached. ?

questions questions questions.

jacob is done. i don't know any jacobs...

put your hands up get out of the car! fuck you pig!

i'm minus 70 dollars. and plus the need to study. ah july starts off well!

tomrrow the commerce office is closed. tomorrow there are soccer games. yay germany. tomorrow i will eat moroccan food. tomrrow is friday.

the weeks pass by super quick. it's almost sunday again. and sunday equals sportchek.

-karen

mwahhaha

i have nothing to say 'cept that i'm officially done my job!! ooooooooooh yes.

and going downtown today to work out details. damn commerce and all of its details.

i think those two tend to balance each other out. = philosophy.

BICYCLE! BICYCLE!

I want to ride my bicycle. I want to ride my bike. What what random Googling of bicycle songs because I randomly thought of another song this morning. What is with 70's bands writing about bicycles?!

Kim

ahhh

so much on the mind, seriously! ahh i hate courses. and marks. and myself for sucking major ass. what is even happening with my courses? it's all messed up even ASSUMING i pass this thing that is taking waay too much effort and i haev to formally skip work for. argh! (there needs to be a better expression of frustration when typed out, cause argh isn't really working for me)
soo frustrating. i'm just going crazy. and i've spent way too long finding courses that dont'[ apply to anything, but yes, i guess i can take them. oh what, you're not going on this year and youdont' fit my schedule??!! thanks A LOT!!!
i'mn really looking forward to the super late trying to get into courses period when i can't get into anything and i drop out of school. yay!
this thinking is really messing up my shoudl be exciting busy july.

MUSTER every ounce of CONfidence I HAVE

It was thundering outside a while ago but now it has stopped. I eavesdrop a lot. Is there even a way to stop this? Like on the subway, I don't know how people don't just end up eavesdropping on other people who talk so loudly about random crap that you don't really know about but still listen to because it's unavoidable. OR IS IT??? Dun dun dun.

Kim

P.S. I tried making this post in Webdings but it keeps showing up as a normal font on this computer. Disappointing.

shake your head it's empty

whoaa i'm bored. today was successful. i bought tops. and i don't feel slutty or old lady-ish in them. quite the accomplishment. i love cd buying. well listening to them more so. tomorrow maybe i will go rollerblading. i hope not to undo the healing. though did they ever really heal. internal ripping is key. key for what. who knows. it's almost july. it's almost my birthday. july is a busy month. this blog sucks. karen.

Another day breaks and the last one's gone
You dig deep just to carry on
Your debt's paid off but it don't feel gone
So you slip out the back and you're moving on

I can never figure out how to make a case
That this don't amount to a fall from grace
She wants to know can I replace
This tired wool with satin lace

She says you're on a bridge to nowhere and you're gettin' there fast
Put it in the past, put it in the past
If this is a race then I hope you come last
You're on a bridge to nowhere and you're gettin' there fast

Pressure builds till it breaks the dome
You can build a house you can't build a home
And it's a fool who believes love is bred in the bone
And there's no guarantees that you won't get stoned
Yeah, I'm a fool who believed love is bred in the bone
And there are no guarantees that I won't get stoned

Says you're on a bridge to nowhere and you're gettin' there fast
Put it in the past, put it in the past
If this is a race then I hope you come last
You're on a bridge to nowhere and you're gettin' there fast

I don't know where it leads, oh no
All I know is that I don't wanna breathe this chemical breeze
No more

So another day breaks and the last one's gone
You dig deep just to carry on
Your debt's paid off but it don't feel gone
So you slip out the back and you're moving on

She says you're on a bridge to nowhere and you're gettin' there fast
Put it in the past, put it in the past
If this is a race then I hope you come last
You're on a bridge to nowhere and you're gettin' there fast

I really like it when Sam Roberts starts singing all high-pitched...knowing that he looks like a scruffy-bearded homeless man makes it so much funnier in my mind.

Kim

P.S. I don't know if you can tell, but I'm really digging Sam Roberts. Just clarifying after having two posts about this damn song.

19 20 20

have i mentioned how awesome evite is??!!

it's your last week!! *tear*
*uncontrollable laughter*

soo my shift has been changed to an on call which meaaaaaaaaaaaaansssssssss 2 more oncalls and maybe NO MORE SHIFTS!!

you're a big whore. and pretty young too.

who am i talking to? mwahaha

well that's it

Let in the light! Let in the light!

I'm excited for tomorrow! I'm writing this post as we chat about the plans!

Two songs that I've really been enjoying lately are "The Gate" by Sam Roberts and "Smiley Faces" by Gnarls Barkley. Really, these songs are filling me with immense happiness...............

Can't wait for July!!!

Kim

i'm so me around you

so here i am. posting...

today was fun. my burn/tan lines are slowly getting less obvious. very slowly.

what are with away and busy statuses? just go offline. that would probably make no one online, but whatever.

dead disco, dead funk, dead rock n roll. hahaha funk! good conversations had

i watched a bit of trainspotting today. i'm glad i'm not a druggie...? is that the reaction they wanted? haha

i really restrain from writing somewhat personal things up here. i think i'm getting better. so either i write boring stuff or you have no idea what i'm talking about and all are confused and all is good in the world.

work isn't so bad with all the drama now. actually looking forward to it. one job that is. not the other horrid one that is ending SOON! yay soon! and soon to be starting a real one. real? WEIRD. i am weird.

i sadly think that blogs liek this can go on forever if i really wanted them too. the only reason they sometimes do is cause what's the point really and who wants to read this? it's nothing useful or interesting.

poor rob james. i feel bad for him. at least he has an eyebrow ring.

i saw a shimmering light...

-karen----

Candy High!

How old am I? That's right I am 5 years old and that is why it is PERFECTLY ACCEPTABLE for me to eat way too much candy until I get a sugar high and now feel a littel sick from too much candy. It was teh candy spray that did me in.

We suck at Scene It!

-Kathleen

and we got 10 000 years

i'm still sick. i'm thinking it might be passed the peak. yay for that
but my nails looks pretty. well my toenails. and my fingernails haven't been bit in probably two days! that is a great accomplishment.
i'm bored.
i think i shall wax tonight. mwahaha

-karen

Sup, Yo

Prozzak is a good band. At first I found there new CD a little boring but now I get excited when it comes on randomly. Black Eyed Peas is another awesome CD, I sadly know at least some words to all the songs on the "Monkey Business" CD.

It looks like it is about to rain. Dark dreary days are never fun.

There is a fly buzzing around the room right now.

Making "carts" on clothing websites are enjoyable for some weird reason. If I had unlimited money I woudl buy way too much clothing online.

Happy First Day of Summer! Wow it doesn't look like Summer!

Pendicure and manicure tomorrow!

Dave is sitting on the floor reading for school. I probably shoudl be doing something productive, but alas, I am here posting on the blog.

I believe spending liek 15 minutes on the crossword each morning gives my brain a work out so I can slack off the rest of the day.

Watched some World Cup this morning.

Wow, it's 2:32pm and I haven't eatten yet today. Maybe I shoudl fix that after I post this.

Karen was online, she is feeling sick!

-Kathleen

my turn!

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.Say the following questions aloud, and press play.Use the song title as the answer to the question.NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?: Hands Tied- Mobile (okay then. soo kinky? no?)

Will I have a happy life?: Mirror's Reflection- Taproot (so i have control over it or i don't? this confuses me)

What do my friends really think of me?: Tell all your Friends- Projet Orange (no, you tell me...)

Do people secretly lust after me?: Praise You- Fat Boy Slim (not only do they lust, but they praise me...)

How can I make myself happy?: Dry your Eyes Mate- The Streets (i have! but i'm not crying! argh)

What should I do with my life?: The Police and the Private- Metric (I should DO them huh)

Will I ever have children?: Somewhere out There- Our Lady Peace (that's good, in the future is good)

What is some good advice for me?: Introduction- Panic! at the Disco (does this even count? haha. maybe i should introduce myself better............)

How will I be remembered?: Is Anybody Home- Our Lady Peace (not when i'm dead i won't be!)

What is my signature dancing song?: Dance Dance- Fall Out Boy (this is strangely appropriate!)

What do I think my current theme song is?: I'm Alive- Disturbed (I AM alive. i'm liking disturbed now too. not quite the description of my life i hope though)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?: Sunday Morning- No Doubt (well i do attend church and work on sundays! apparently that's my life)

What song will play at my funeral?: One-X- Three Days Grace ("we are the ones! we get knocked down. we get back up and stand above the ground" wow some creepy coming back to life?)

What type of men/women do you like?: Raining in my Mind- The Moffatts (hahahahhaha. so this is where the embarassing songs need to come up!)

What is my day going to be like?: Widow- The Mars Volta (good thing i'm not married)

What is for dinner tonight? Lola Stars and Stripes- The Stills (okay.... i already had dinner...)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAND DONE! enjoy

Songs

"Too much booty in the pants. There's too much booty in the pants..." Seriously how is a song called too much booty in the pants been stuck in my head ALL day? Oh, the joys of the future cottage Cd. "There's too much booty in the pants. There's too much booty in the pants"

Now I am just dancing to a horrible song. I dare anyone not to dance when there is "too much booty in the pants"

Party Car with the Party Cottage CD!

Now time to see what song comes up next on my play list.... haha.... "These boots (Are made for walkin')" by Jessica Simpson. Seriously do I have any real songs on my playlist anymore. This song doesn't make me dance like "too much booty".... what am I even typing in this post anymore?

Time to hit next again.... Miss Simpson isn't amusing enough to have me listen to teh whole song.

Haha, a real song.... "The Middle" by Jimmy Eat World... well maybe not that real but compared to the majority of the list it is realer than most.

Horrible Post!

-Kathleen

Thinking about...

Sleep
Cottage
Courses (bleh)
Promiscuous
Karen's birthday!

As always, an exciting post for all to read.

Kim

SMILE

i just ripped a paper into tiny shreds. it was nice. i've been meaning to throw it out for a while now and for some reason i never did. i tripped on the way back from the recycling bin. karma? noo...

insane in the membrane

so no one's online when i actually have stories? haha. ahh stories... of what who really knows.

my friends might've disappeared. or did i never have any? i do have a couple of msn conversations going though. if that counts.

today is the 18th. exciting. and weird that's it's june and i've been off school for forever. thoguh not really all at the same time. stupid website, update yourself with useful information!

ooh bday coming up! exciting! who wants to come watch me be a drunk?? you're all invited!

shake your head, it's empty!!

people should have lower expectations. it all works out that way. well, more does.

life is crazy.
i am crazy

Blah...

Dirty knife used to cut freezie. Oh the diseases I could now have.

Karen ripped my nail. I bled. Still red but no more blood.

Haha, now who is the one who is waiting for a blog to be written so they can read it.

Boredom consumes me.

Anne is probably expecting exciting posts for when she gets back, shame that there won't be any.

Canada's Next Top Model site is highly unenjoyable.

I wish I had a secret for postsecret.

Hi Everyone reading this! (Basically Hi Karen!)

-Kathleen

ah kensington

helloo... to whomever is reading this.

i have nothing to do so i'm doing this. how sad for the person waiting for this to be written so it can be read. that was assumed. sorry for the assumption that your life is as lame as mine.

today was fun. sometimes it's fun seeing people you haven't seen in awhile, sometimes really not. the freezie was very good and the weather was pretty. i'm excited for the cottage. and my birthday, 'cept i have no idea where to go.

kiss and tell. always.

anne is in italy. i just gave it away to the stalkers! sorry...

EXCITEMENT!! --> that was supposed to work like CONVENIENCE STORE!!

-karen

Girls Drop By for the SUMMER!

Why are the lives of people you barely know so exciting? Maybe peopel I am good friends with aren't as exciting cause I know too much!

"I think it's fly when a girl drops by for the summer, for the summer...."

-Kathleen

i'm just a big loser sometimes. meh what can you do. i kinda like it

the break up not so good (the movie that is). someone who will not be named must've been distracted in a unmentionable way by a person who will not be named to claim that it was pretty good.

sometimes it's fun reading about someone's life that i dont' know anything about and i really dont' care about.

if you're gonna date a theatre worker guy, date one that works at a real theatre. life lesson.

i suck at my job. hahaha. and i don't really care. it's almost done. this is probably one of those statements that you don't want your soon to be employer reading that people talk about. ah yes, people.

i wonder if i ever make sense.

-karen

beep beep beep

that means i need to pee. but i don't. i just went. stupid inaccurate internal beeping device!

just thought i'd post about how great music is. yup, that's about it. haha.the demo version for "devil in a midnight mass" is pretty impressive. i'm liking it more than the video normal one. i'm excited for some cd buying. ooh! and three days grace SOON. as in tomrrow? day after? something liek that. you know what's weird, that im' going to a concert kinda soonish. well nto really soon, but still, a real concert, so i can ignore that first and only one i've been to. i need to start a better concert trend. i am willing to go with anyone i slightly know to anything that i remotely like! money is suddenly not an issue.

i think i might've found the greatest bra ever. just so everyone knows.

you know what's not good? blueberry candycanes in liquid form.

i'm not crazy i'm jsut a little unwell, i know right now you can't tell, but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see, a different side of me.

it's kinda sucky that the soccer times dont' really work with my work/sleeping schedule. actually, sleeping is okay cause i jsut can't physically sleep in.

july will be exciting. new job, 19th bday, cottage. a crazy start. i'm excited and scared cause i love change but change scares me.

Lemons

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.
I enjoy pink lemonade.
Pink is my least favourite colour.
My favourite colour is blue.
Blue is the colour of Cookie Monster.
I enjoy peanut butter cookies.
Peanut Butter is goopy.
Goopy also can be used to describe slime.
In my mind slime is always green.
Green is Karen's favourite colour.
Karen has curly hair.
My hair is definately not curly.
I like lemonade.
When life gives you lemons make lemonade.

-Kathleen

Saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills

No one is online. This is really interesting.

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I HOPE YOU'RE ALL HAVING FUN TOGETHER.

Kim

P.S. Who did Karen block last night at 1:20AM? Does this relate to the stalkers?! This is something I'd like to follow-up WHEN YOU COME ONLINE.

tricks and more tricks

today was another day at work. but another day, i mean the rare day i actually do work. this time a long shift, which passed by okay surprisingly. it wasn't supposed to just be another day cause i was supposed to hand in my LETTER OF RESIGNATION, but i forgot it. it sits here staring at me, wishing it was given in today. ah, friday then.

my feet are all polysporined up. actually, the three chunks of fresh flesh are polysporined cause i cut them 5 minutes ago. the cutting was supposed to help the healing process of my blisters. the blisters that keep coming back. not only have the bubbles been burst a few times, but now they are completely cut off. YOU BETTER NOT GROW BACK! (that's me yelling at my blisters). they kinda hurt and burn (polysporin shouldn't burn). this is what happens when i exercise. hmmm...

my middle finger on my left hand has a bandaid on it.

i wish i could tell if i'm staring at them, or if they're staring at me.

the cottage nears. yay

the beginning of work #billion nears faster. yay?

silence... i need music.

-Karen

everybody has a ghost

stuff is frustrating.
i'm pretty sure no one takes me seriously ever. well, some people deserve the credit.
i never thought i'd enjoying blocking so much
turtles are cute. not real ones though.
stupid children's drawing
i want a baby
stalkers are fun. especially hot ones. not encouraging though.
blisters should just go away!

How are you gentlemen !!

Well I didn't get a call from work this morning so I have been home all day doing nothing. I should probably call and find out when I'm working this week and hopefully I won't work tomorrow and I can join y'all at Vunderland!

Since I've been home all day, I've done nothing but surf the web and watch some TV. As I was surfing the web, I came across YTMND.com, which is some crazy website where every single page featured is like some kind of image that is tiled and has some random text on it and a clip playing on loop. I wasn't all too amused, but then I wikipedia'ed it (because that is what I do with everything now) and I came across the term "meme" which is short for "phenomenon." More specifically, "internet phenomenon"! Fascinating, I know! I then wikipedia'ed "internet meme" and there was a whole giant list of them! You can pretty much already guess at this point that because I was so bored and have no life, I did indeed sift through the list and started clicking on ramdom sites to see these "memes" and oh man! Best one I've seen so far is this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49IDp76kjPw. View and be amazed! ...unless you've already seen it, in which case you can be amazed again!

As I was watching, I was like "Who on earth has this much time on their hands??" and then I remembered that I had been looking up memes for the past hour.

Kim

that's right, jewel lyrics!

"Good Day"
I say to myself
Self, why are you awake again?
It's one a.m.
Standing with the fridge door wide open, staring
Such a sight, florescent light
The stars are bright
Might make a wish, if I believed in that shit
As it is, I might watch TV
Cause it's nice to see people more messed up than me
I say to myself, as I smile at the wall, let myself fall
It's gonna be all right, no matter what they say
It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see
It's gonna be okay, cause I'm okay with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gotta be
I shiver, shut the door
Can't think standing here no more
I'm alone, my mine's racing, heart breaking
Can you be everything I need you to be?
Can you protect me like a daughter?
Can you love me like a father?
Can you drink me like water?
Say I'm like the desert, just hotter.
The point of it allIs that if I should fall
Still you're name I'll call
It's gonna be all right, no matter what they say
It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see
It's gonna be okay, cause I'm okay with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be
As long as we laugh out loud
Laugh like we're mad
Cause this crazy, mixed up beauty is all that we have
Because what's love but an itch we can't scratch, a joke we can't catch
But still we laugh
I go back upstairs, turn off the TV
You say "I'll be okay baby, just wait and see.
"It's gonna be all right, it's gonna be okay
Gonna be a good day, just wait, just see
Gonna okay, cause I'm okay with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gonna be...

sunday at the discoclub

i'm bored. why is this even being blogged? well i'm not that bored considering i just came home and am soon leaving for work, but still, it's just something i say.

this should be deleted but is getting blogged anyway! mwahhaa

i don't know what days anything is anymore. how is it sunday?

tomorrow starts today

why do people make up stuff about themselves? cause i'm realyl not impressed.
i really just don't get it. what's the point in exaggerating or pretending you do or did something different? sometimes it's nice to just be normal and plain.

this is my december

i need a diary. or a physciatrist. hahaha. after writing that, i realized i prefer keeping thing in my mind much better...

so the test won't be on the same day as my first real work day right? that woudl cause some problems. i'm thinking i'll like the job even though it really scares me at the same time.

i'm home alone. just so all you stalkers know. haha. but not for long.

eww work tomorrow. only one more month.

dream on

-karen